As a result of the holiday and my surgery I won't have any new posts until January.
Happy Holidays from Amaryllis Musings!
I really don't know how the past 3 months have sped by so fast. I feel like it was just last week where I sat in the surgeon's office and talked about surgery and what I would need to do to prep for it. But now the wait is in the single digits and I am suddenly full of anxiety. Mostly I am anxious about stuff I can't control. For example, my insurance hasn't approved the surgery yet and there was some complication with my leave. And what I have in my control hasn't been very controlled this week.
I need to lose 3 more lbs for my weigh in tomorrow. I am a nervous wreck that they will tell me that the surgery is canceled because of 3 lbs. I wish I could say that I followed my diet but in the face of not eating real food for 2 months, I was weak and didn't follow the plan. Now I am super nervous. I always do this. While I bitch and moan on my blog about stress, really I make my life stressful by procrastinating. Perhaps I secretly covet the thrill that procrastinating provides.
Never the less, please keep me in mind tomorrow morning when I go to the nutritionist.
In other news, I almost prepared for the holidays. I have the majority of my shopping done in record time and I just have to wrap. I still have some baking to do but basically I am almost done. I even got my nerd wars swap present done and out almost a week ahead of schedule. :)
|11 rows of lights :)|
I have one more stripe repeat to complete and then I start on the short rows. I had hoped to have that started for this week's post but I wanted to the hat done for Christmas first. So hopefully I will have a third color incorporated for next post.
This is a big welcome back to the hue shift afghan. I put this aside to concentrate on my White Centered Granny Blanket and now have finally gotten back to this project. I got two more squares complete and started on a third. Maybe I will be done with this by spring?